school

school's been hectic this few days
with all the extra lessons and st john training
finally finished most of my excess homeworks
hehe feeling more relieved
practically teachers are quite ok
everythings going back to normal
yeah
hmmmmm...........wanted to say
have you ever felt SO ALONE in this world
your heart feels heavy
and u really feel sooo lonely that it is chilling you to your bones
then it just goes away like nothing ever happens
i always get this sorta "alone vibes"
its sorta scary
i just realised that i have been feeling the vibes for such a long time already
geeezz
i'm such a loner
sometimes i wonder if i'm psychotic

ok

stupid rain today
got drenched totally
and the darned bus was late
geeeezzzz
trying to finish english now
hehe

yeah

dun really mind me
i'm just wallowing in self pity in a pool of selfish emotions
PMS really sucks